Reaching Into You @ 04:19 p.m. on Thursday, April 17, 2003
Damnit...I'm about to stab these people in the eye if they don't give me the final info for the domain -_-;;; I'm still waiting on that.
I'm hungry. But I started to noticed I'm getting much too flubby then before sooo...it's about time I start cutting back on eating at home. I'm gonna start telling my mom I ate at school and I'm not hungry so she can stop feeding me all the damn time. Food sucks. Food is evil.
*stretch* And I'm off to write and read. Well read a little more. Tomorrow. I finish up Daniel's paper. MWahahaha *stands victorious*
Reaching Into You @ 11:23 p.m. on Wednesday, April 16, 2003
Okay...Daniel now reads my blog. Interesting. I doubt he'll keep up all the time which is okay. He wanted to see if he was in it. >.>;;; *holds hands behind back and whistles* Hi Daniel! *waves*
Anyway WOOO yeah I've been meaning to answer some stuff.
Pura yeah that was an old pic of Sugi but you know what, he's still my sex god XD XD
Yesh Rice I am spammed but I am loved XD u love me too I know you doooo!! *smooshies Rice*
My Twin-Chu is a horn ball. Why you wanna marry Tai now? LOL Watch out Gab and Aya don't cut you. XD MWHAHAHA
Abby shoot AIM. POX ON IT for not letting you talk to me!!
Okay well...now that I'm done socially blogging I wanna share the 2 articles Tai shared with me on YAKUZA XD XD
Chinese in the Kabuki-Cho
Dietman working for the Yakuza
A light bulb popped off and died in my living room which scared me and made me think my power was about to go off as I was writing. *was this close to dying* but it was just a light bulb *whew*
And I'm off. Must...uh..read more of Shingami's Lover the 2nd arc! WOOT! I'm already half way through it. Mission: Read the rest of Shinigami's Lover
Reaching Into You @ 09:00 p.m. on Wednesday, April 16, 2003
I like art. It's one of the classes I know what I'm doin in at all times.
I bought our domain today. ^_____^ So that should be up soon too. I already made a tempt splash page till Aya can get the whole thing up when she has time. But it's pretty. I love it. I can't wait till it's all up. ^_^ But no addy yet cuz I'm waiting for all the final shit.
The pic was too big for me to leave here.
Anyway.....I'm OFF! Must write. I'm all behind and shit. Note to self: Finish Daniel's paper by Friday. *nods matter of factly*
Reaching Into You @ 09:51 p.m. on Tuesday, April 15, 2003
After photoshop class, I went to my Philosophy class. I got there early and saw Nikki didn't wait for me before class. Oh well. I started writing in my notebook so I was glad for the alone time. It was sweet. I managed to get down at least 2 pages of sweet porn like material. Mwhahahaha. XD One track mind. Anyway I had class then I left, calling my mom first but she didn't answer so I sighed and called my cousin and he didn't pick up so after doing a small favor for Jun's dad I left and went to Jun's house. We chilled for a while in which I got a new CD burned by Jun with more Luna Sea stuff. EEEE!!! I will cap that 2morrow. I tried calling both my cousin and my mom again at Jun's house and succeed that time. I let my mom know that I wasn't going to be home right away and I called my cousin to stop by at Jun's house. After a while, my cousin came by and then we all seperated again since Jun and I had to drop off Jun's sister to get her hair done and my cousin had to drop off his borrowed car. We all regrouped and then we headed to Bergen all the way in North Jersey which is like an hour away.
We went to Kinokunya? (sp?) Anyway a Japanese book store since Jun had to get some text books for her Japanese class. I went in search of Jrock finding a sad and sorry collection of magazines which was not pleasing. I decided to go and search for some Yaoi but I couldn't even find that either -___-;;; I was vexed. I also found like a million Amano books that I couldn't afford and wanted to cry even more. But I did find Peach Girl 7 which just leaves me 2 more volumes before I start the second part WOOT! Also Vagabond 5 came out! WOOT Anyway, after that, we went back to Jun's house and then we...dropped off Jun's car and I drove us to Taco Bell for dinner. Yeah we had Taco Bell. We were in the mood I guess. Anyway after dinner, I dropped my cousin home and then Jun and then I went home. YAY
What made me happier was that when I got home, my mom was in a good mood and she bought me snapple AND ice cream. WEEE! Ah...I need to stop gluttonizing myself. Doot doot.
OH yeah when me and Jun were on our way to meet my cousin, we got into some fight with a couple of GOD FOOGLY bitches. They were in the car behind us and they were mad when Jun took a while to make a left hand turn cuz there was like a kajillion cars coming from both ways. Anyway they ended up being on the same path we were for a while and on a hill Jun decided to fuck with them and let her car roll back ever so slightly. MWHAHAHHA. When they did pass us they all glared at us and Jun and I were like PEACE!! ^___^v MWHAHAH that prolly agitated them because we were straight glaring at them before and going slow and when Jun let the car roll back slightly...mwhaahha good times.
So that was my day. It's been good. Doot doot. I'm educating Daniel in the way of Jrock. Yesh I have apparently become a Jrock sensei to all those who are in need.
And now...I will write. Cuz...it's late. *blinks*
Reaching Into You @ 10:23 p.m. on Monday, April 14, 2003
*yawn* Bored bored bored. I finished early today because I wanted to call my cousin but he didn't pick up his cell phone. Damnit -_- So I guess unless he calls me back tonight, I'll have to call him tomorrow to see if he's still gonna come with me.
See, after classes, I'm going to Jun's place to go to Kinokunya and blow what very little money I have. I'm also going to deposit the cash for the domain to make that bad boy BUYABLE 2morrow. Finally. I've been meaning to get around to that sooner but shit got me all weird. Yeah man. I have a one track mind and it's not going anywhere right now.
I started reading this Gundam Wing fic and I sorta hate when I start reading long fics because I start neglecting everything of mine to FINISH a damn fic because much like the Perfect Solider, I have a mission and I must complete it. I hate when I start reading anything. I read this one fic called Shinigami's Lover which was like 26 chaps long and all of it was long as all hell. And here's the best part, it's an arc so there's more. I finished the 1st arc now I'm off to read the 2nd one so I can be happy. Damn fic.
Oh my God I'm so damn dehydrated. There is NOTHING to drink in my house right now except milk but I need that 2morrow morning so I can have something in my stomach and my mom will kill me if I finish the milk now. There's no snapple and nothing but sour, SOUR ass lemonaid. Shoot me I have NO SNAPPLE. I did find some Power aid which I quickly stuck in the fridge and I'm about to chug that down quickly and rapidly because my throat feels so damn dry. I feel like I'm going to suffocate if I don't get a drink. *cough* I'm so thristy!!!! ;______;
Okay....I must be off. I need a drink before I start dying. I have comp class and Philosphy tomorrow. GAH X.x *pulls at hair* Upside, I have my comp class with Gio! YAY!!! And um...then I'm going to Kinokunya with Jun! YAY AGAIN! So I can give her back her blade and get some Jrock. *.* Sugi. Gah...Totchi...GAH! *falls over at the thought*
I LOVE KARA and I still miss yoooou!! ;.;
Okay now I'm really off. I need a drink. I'm about to keel over.
Reaching Into You @ 04:03 p.m. on Monday, April 14, 2003
I started the new semester at my other school today and I was a little worried I wouldn't know anyone and I would be alone and miserable all day ;.; But when I got to my first comp class which is nothing but a Quark class, I was happy to see Dorian was there and so was Chris. Chris btw is the guy who liked me last semester and was being weird and icky. Anyway he has cooled down A LOT and gave up *confetti* so he's cool again. I was happy. ^_^ I sat by them and my brain was dead for most of the class so whatever I learned in Quark was just easily tossed out the window as I got in my car for my next class. I had an hour to kill in between so I was like nift. I hung out with Chris after I dropped off my finical aid shit and then I saw Gio. Weee! Gio! I was texting him earlier so I was escited to see him. Gio doesn't really like Chris and I don't blame him because Chris is err sometimes. Anyway, it was good times when Chris left and it was just me and Gio ^_^ I smoked too much today X.x that's the bad news. The good news is, I'm out of cigarettes. DOOT! Good which means I can stop smoking for a while. Anyway, when it was time for my class, my Photography class, I went in and sat down, all bored. Everyone seemed to know everyone else and I started feeling I wouldn't like this class. Just then, HE walks in. Yesh, HE, a sessi piece of eye candy. GROWL. So I quickly text Akio and Aoki to let them know. they mocked me for a while and said to stop oogling, to stop thinking about fucking him because that's all I could do for a while once my brain was up and running. Just him, putting my mouth to the tattoo on the base of his neck and...yeah you get the idea. Anyway I was pretty much lost in those thoughts as I texted Aoki and Akio and then eventually Jun through most of the class. It was some good times. I got motovation to get to class now. EEEE!!! *rolls around* Monday is suddenly my new favorite day. Oh his name is Ken btw. But his name really doesn't matter. XD XD not with a face like that MWHAHAHA plus he BLUSHES. *___*
Okay BAD NEWS. I don't wanna say WHY and HOW I got this but let's just say I got it. Around my whole mouth, I developed a light, off pink scab. -_-;;; There's a reason for it trust me. It was SELF inflicted (God don't ask why I did this to myself) and NO it's not herpies, it's not some other weird funky STD from my activties. That would require and second party and man I've been all alone for a while. ANYWAY, I had THAT around my mouth, mostly nearly the sides of my nose and a little too the side and the sides of my chin. It feels like dry skin so I wanna pick at it and rub some lotion over it but they're actually little scabs. Anyway so I had THAT and the fact that I didn't bother dolling up today because I figured I wouldn't get eye candy. I just wore jeans, a black shirt and my hoodie and my hair was all flat and limp, I had yawned away most of my light eye make up and I just looked TERRIBLE. At 8AM I didn't really care cuz I'm like fuck it, I don't care what these guys think they're friends. UGH but then of course yummy eye candy had to be in my Photo class where I looked like absoulte shit -_-;;; *smacks self* Well note to self, never ever EVER look bad for Monday classes.
BUT to make my day even better, I got home early and I got my mail AND I got my well won Sugi pics I won from my last ebay auction. I got my hands on 4 lovely glossy photos of him and this one is my all time fav *.* gah....my sex god *worships* anyway this one only increased said thoughts. Yeah...yummy. XD XD
OoO Pretty Aya got new layout. I KNEW Kyo was coming ther eventually. I felt it. Tee hee.
Rice got a new layout too. Ooo niftyness. I love how you did it hun. ^_^
*whine whine* I want a new layout. I know Gab said she was gonna give me the one she already made for me but she's been so busy lately X.x I almost start feeling bad about bugging her to put it up. Maybe I should ask her for the html myself so I can jus toss it up there. I know at least that much...I think o.O;;
Anyway back to my photo class. I'm so extra hyped because my final is to make a Ad. *.* I wanted originally to do a Calvin Klein ad with the undies thing and have Sunnie be my model since he's gained some weight, looks healthy again and is jus all around sessi. But, it would be a hassel because he would have to get up before 5 leave before 5 which means he would have to leave around 3 and I wouldn't be able to get anything done. Also, I'm not sure how Mikey would feel about his one and only stripping down to the skippies so I can take pictures of him to be put on display. >.>;; I think that's a big BIG No-No right there. Then I was gonna do an Aerocrombie one and have Ryan pose for me as my model but he's bashful unlike Sunnie and wonb't even open his shirt to show some skin. >.>;; which defeats the purpose of Aerocrombie. -_-;;; SO I finally decided to ask Daniel. YESH Daniel to be my model for..um...I dun care whatever as long as I can get him to strip XD XD MWHAHHHA he's got pretty face to so with some make up, some hair styling, maybe I could get him to wear some low rise pants for me and model for uh...*thinks* well I'll worry about that later. The point is he should be my model because Daniel is a good alternative. If he's not I'll have to con Ryan into this X.x
Okay so that was my uber esciting day. Maybe once I get this chap done, I'll write Daniel's paper soon and then ask him to model for me and then pay me. Doot. ^_^v
Reaching Into You @ 03:30 p.m. on Sunday, April 13, 2003
Let's say that I am Toki, and I've been living up to my male alter ego's view on relationships and having the same phobia, seeing people as nothing but sources of pleasure. Love is a taboo and we're both vibing on X-Japan's Crucify my Love because if you do fall in love, you should be crucified for it. And let's say that for all this trouble and thought, we finally meet the one person that makes us wanna be better. Toki found it in Mikkie, I found it in Andrew.
Sounds like I'm falling hard huh? Well don't get your hopes up, like Toki I bounce reeeal quick. Okay I guess I should sorta start from the beginning, brief summary.
*takes deep breath*
So Andrew is all this. So last night I called Jun to confirm the directions for where China Night was and she was with Andrew and Churchy Red hat...oh his name is Ryan. Anyway they were being all loud and since Jun had to park the car she gave the phone to Andrew which shortly afterwards left me swooning. I also got to talk to Erine cuz that's who's house they went to last night. I was swooning. Damnit Andrew is hot. The more I thought about it, I thought if there was a chance in all hell that I could get with him, I could never hurt him. I'd feel too bad. It would be like destorying something pristine and pure. It's like...he's so my Mikkie. It's like he makes me wanna be a better person. Gah I'm gushing. Anyway onto China Night.
I managed to get to China Night around 4, I got my ticket because Jun told me to get their early and I did but I waited an hour before I actually got up to get my seat and there was a huge line. I was so vexed. I ended up texting Akio, Aoki and Gio through my wait. I saw Jun in costume a couple of times and when I finally was able to get in, I grabbed a seat like 5 or 6 rows back which wasn't too bad. I also got to sit near the dancers so I got to oogle Erine XD who's blonde and lookin fine as all hell. Anyway, Jun was amazing as always. She did her thing, dancing, modeling and being a total sex bomb in an evening gown doing En Vouge's Giving Them Something He Can Feel with a bunch of other girls. Jun looked so pretty ^_^ Anyway I was cheering for her and all that stuff I wish I had a cam but I didn't =( Anyway during the 3rd to final show, my mom calls and tells me to come home because my dad was home and I was like NOOOOO!! Cuz the show was gonna end at 11 but she wanted me home at 10.30 and I was SO vexed. I had to text Jun to tell her and then at 10.30 I left. I was so pissed when I got home because I had to miss the FINAL act that Jun was in. *sigh* But other then that it was a lot of fun and Jun was great and I was in heaven where the cuties floated in PACKS mwhahahah XD Damn I love China Night. What sucked was after I left, my usual way home was blocked off and I almost got lost getting home. I started getting worried when I didn't have a single clue as to where I was. I did eventually figure it out and I sped home LOL
Dude Im Takeo XD XD WEEE My doll *picks up Takeo and runs away*
Ghosto needs to take this test!! XD XD INO TWIRL!
Weee *picks up Spider YAY you wrote =D LOL Haku is a big dummy. I love him. LOL Ah he made me laugh. *smooshies you*
YAY! Glad to know you still stop by. ^_^ I love reading your blog too. Interview ROCKS!! I think I joined every fanlisting/clique relating to that possible. If I missed one I will find it XD
WAI NOOOO FIX IT!!! KARA!! I miss you more already!!!! ;.;
LOL interesting nickname for me. LOL A combo of the two other nicknames. LOL Ah..that was great. I don't mind it though. ^^v Now I shall think of one for you =D
Okay I need to write and also finish my lunch. Bah...food. Hate food. Anyway...off to write. Oh real quick *glomps to Abby hehehhe
Reaching Into You @ 10:29 p.m. on Friday, April 11, 2003
Today was so weird. Since my aunt was here, she and my mom were talking for a while leaving me alone. Doot =D But that's not what's important. When my aunt was ready to leave, she called my uncle to come get her. I thought nothing of it and I was like all right cool gotta say hi to my uncle annnd...back to work. When my uncle got here, I was very much surprised to see my cousin, Page (its his nickname)
See my cousin, I haven't spoken to him in 2yrs but now I finally got a chance to talk him. I had missed him. I didn't realized how much I missed him until I saw him walk through the door today. I was so glad to see him. I hugged him for a long time. I had missed my cousin a lot. I'm glad to be able to see him. We already made plans to see each other on Tuesday which is a good thing ^_^ Me and him grew up together and I've known him since the day he was born. Literally. I was at the hospital when he was born and got to see him in that room where all the newborns babies go. I missed him a lot...I didn't even realize till now.
Tomorrow, I'm going to China Night to see Jun perform which is HOTNESS! WOOT Also MAD cute guys are gonna be there. Gah I hope my 1st husband is gonna be there. I would like that very much XD Mwhahaha
Wai...Rice, Spider you guys can't buy stuff online? ;.; I would die. Luckily my mom does otherwise I would just...die. I need my online shopping sources. Gah I feel for you guys though.
Anyway I better wrap this up because I don't really have anything else of enlightment to say.
Reaching Into You @ 04:14 p.m. on Friday, April 11, 2003
The day sucked. I sorta knew what I was doing on my math test but in another I was like uh...yeah. I like cheese. So..basically I'm not really sure how I did. I don't feel the ominious cloud of DOOM hanging over my head but I don't think I can hear the archangels singing just yet. Anyway Nikki was a no show all day so I was like well pox on that. I even went to the MAD department to see she wasn't there. So I went to the comp lab in the building I was originally and then Changa joined me. We both chilled till 12.30 then I took my leisurely drive home after paying my tuition for school and then I came home and almost, briefly napped so it was okay. Once my dad went to work I chilled and got online. But then my mom and my aunt came home so I was distracted for a bit about blogging, which is why I didn't do it sooner.
YAY Abby! okay jus IM me whenever this weekend or whenever you're on =D
Wai Pura... you know...Imma email you.
OKay...I'm done. I must write before Aoki snaps my neck. AOKI GAVE ME A FANSIGN! YAAY!!!
Reaching Into You @ 04:51 p.m. on Thursday, April 10, 2003
Today I had Philosophy at 12.30 but I woke up at 11. I decided to sleep in 20 more minutes and I paid for that. Once I was on my way once again the traffic jam was there because they're fixing something there. You know, I KNEW that was gonna happen and still I went to school late. Genius I tell you. I got to campus at 12.30 on the dot and I took a brisk walk to my class because I had a test. I sat down, late and cracked open my exam book, grabbed my pen, had my question in front of me and banged out a 6pg essay. YEAH! I am GOOD. Last one in, first one out. I knew what I was talking about so I was able to form all my thoughts quickly. Also when I was stuck in traffic, I took that chance to run over my notes again. Mwhahaha. I went to the MAD department and met up with Nikki there and we had nothing to do so we went to see if we could play pool but the place was close again. Pox. So as we rolled around for a sec, I got a couple of text messages from Jun asking about a book. So I went to the bookstore to see if it was avaliable but it wasn't. Then we saw Changa. He remembered it was Nikki's birthday and treated us to lunch ^_^ Which was so nice of him. Then I went home. ^_^ Doot.
Oi...I'm so tired from writing still that the posting a of a new chap is still uncertain but if I do write it, I'll post it up soon. *yawn stretch* Besides since I'm broke I decided to write up a lemon for Nikki's bday as a present. ^^;; yeah see my skills are good for something. It will be my great perversity yet. MWHHAHAH.
I joined 3 more fanlisting btw.
Okay I'm gonna relax for a minute before I get started writing. Tomorrow I am going to the bank to deposit the cash and we will buy the domain 2morrow. EEE!!! ^_^
Damn...I love Kagrra. New fav band. Must update my stats on the side as well.
Reaching Into You @ 11:35 p.m. on Wednesday, April 9, 2003
Yeah thats TWO chapters. Why? Because Aoki wanted to chaps. When I said no, she laid a guilt trip on me so for 4-5hrs I wrote straight...everything below my knees fell asleep, my wrists hurt, my fingers hurt, my back hurts and I'm exhausted. I took a couple breaks but obviously not many. I hurt so bad.
But I suffered and there...its there. Now...I will slink off and die as I watch Will and Grace while my back uncoils from the slouching posistion. Ow.
Yay Spider I'm glad you liked the pic ^_^ Oh thats right..you're looking into the place too. Okay I will keep that in mind.
On further news...uh....yeah. I'm in pain. Will blog tomorrow
Reaching Into You @ 06:58 p.m. on Wednesday, April 9, 2003
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Reaching Into You @ 04:31 p.m. on Wednesday, April 9, 2003
Okay I had math today my mom woke me up at 8.45 so I could get ready and get gas for Sephiroth since I was almost out so I dashed out and did that and then I went to class. There was a big stupid traffic jam like last Friday and I was like POX!!! But it didn't take as long this time. So I got to class and I actually sat down and busted my ass learning all this shit I should have learned the 1st time but I was too comatose to do it. But I actually learned. I decided I will study tomorrow after I type up Daniel's paper since he did 3 pages of it and I gotta add in like 4 more. He did the bulk of the work. So now I sorta feel bad takin 40$ from him when he did most of the work himself. I think I'll lower it to 30$ Yeah now I feel better.
Anyway after math, I went to the library and met with Nikki on my way there and we looked for Daniel only for him to arrive just then. So we were gonna go downstairs in a private room but everyone was being a bunch of fagmos and had the rooms so we went to the usual room me and Nikki go. I read some of the papers Daniel did and then I kept them. We traded cell numbers and we chilled and talked some more. Daniel also met Nikki and she thought he was funny. It was fun. I had a nice time. Daniel didn't fully annoy me today in fact we got along pretty well. I just don't think I can be with him for a whole day otherwise I'd have to strangle him. Anyway after he left, me and Nikki went over to the MAD department, we chilled then I went home. Home home home. Doot. =D Okay now I'm going to social blog.
Mari it's okay I can definatly wait. It's SUGI *.* Gah..my sex God...thank you btw! ^^
Ooo Spider I have a present for yooou. ^_^ I drew Kumo. Yeah I drew him. He came out...*scratches head* good but I dunno if you'll like him. I subjected him to the wrath of my overuse of low rise pants. I'm sorry I think leather, I think as high as they could possibly come up without flashing someone. So here you go. From me to you ^.^v Jus hope you like.
If you don't it's cool, I can always try again...if you would want me to o.O;;
I love your new layout. *licks screen*
I have also made my peace with Gab ^_^v
Okay Abby the requirments for Jia are the same for Jo. You just need to contact me and the rest of the yakuza will go over the idea and see what becomes of it. ^_^ Since you have a blog you pretty much already filled 2 of the requirements. ^_^ If you have AIM IM me sometime girl!
Oh speakin of which hey Pura you still intrested in Jo's place? If not let me know kay hun?
Rice wheren't you interested before? O.o *scratches head*
And also JOY AND RAPTURE....the yakuza have gathered the money for the domain. So guess what people be on the look out for the offical page SOON. As in sometime in the coming weeks. HUZZAH!!!
Updated the caps page!!! *link at the bottom where it says Omake* Larc an Luna Sea caps added.
Okay I'm off to write before Aoki snaps my neck.
Reaching Into You @ 04:28 p.m. on Tuesday, April 8, 2003
I want you...to bleed for me...light of sorrow...
Okay enough of that. I was SO VEXED this morning. After getting out of my house at the right time and everything, I get to Sephiroth only to discover I have to brush off this big mound of snow off the roof. No problem I said to myself. Just get in the car and take out that..snow..moving pushing thing...ICE SCRAPER that's it. And use that to shove the snow off. So I get in my car, I start it up, I turn on the heat, I then look in the back seat. My ice scraper isn't there. No problem I say to myself, I remembered I threw it in the trunk so Changa could sit comfortably. So I hit the little button in my glove compartment to open the trunk. I hear it pop, I venture to the back and try to lift open the trunk to no avail. I look at it and see all the snow on top so I figured that much have weighed it back down and snapped shut just as soon as it opened. No problem I thought and brushed off all the snow and then went back and tried it again. Again I heard the trunk pop but when I went back to open it it was still stuck. Then I thought no wait maybe that button is for the front. So I check the front only to see the hood is still in it's place. I rush to the back after trying to pop it again and it wouldn't budge! IT WAS FROZEN! So after I almost break all my nails and hurt my fingers to pry it open I gave up and sulked, seeing I now had to unearth Sephiroth with my own two leather clad hands. I whine and sulk and complain as I do it since I'm short and 5 inch platforms only carry you so far so I had to lean against my car, getting my jeans soaked in the process as I shove chunks of snow off Sephiroth's roof. I hate snow. It was all I thought as the big chunks of snow fell. At one point, I stepped a huge mound of it and I got so mad because the bottom of my jeans got soaked that I started stepping on the snow, cursing it as I stomped on it over and over again, probably looking very, very derranged. I don't care. I hate snow. POX on it.
Anyway I had Philosphy today in which I sat comatose through and then left and Nikki on my way out. She had to go to class and after I killed a Mac twice, I gave up and went to the PC side of the lab and talked with Ryan we both had a cigarette and then I left. I hate snow so much though. Seriously. The cold I don't mind, I rather like winter but snow...I'm so tired of it. I complained to Kara the other day and she said if you where here, you'd complain about the heat. And she's probably right ^^;; I hate too much heat too. The weather was lovely before. Damnit mother nature is a tease. -_-
Before I got online, I went through some CD's Jun had burned for me a while ago when I was going through my heavy Larc stage and I wanted nothing more then to hump Hyde's leg. My have I grown...now I jus wanna hump Yukki's leg. Anyway, so I started going through some of those and I managed to cap some stuff *which I'm uploading now* of Larc and the ONE Luna Sea video I swear by, die and live for that I didn't cap before O.O GASP! I had Gravity burned and I didn't cap it. Well I did. I tried, REALLY TRIED not to be biased and cap the hell out of the Sugi crotch shot...I tried. I managed to cap 17 caps, but I deleted a couple so I have like...um...14 or so Gravity caps. I also managed to cap a Stay Away live and the Heaven's Drive PV. ^_^ I have a TON of Larc stuff o.o;;; So any Larc fans that want me to cap something...let me know. I'll cap it. Hyde is hot. Yukkie is hot. Tetsu is a big cutie. Ken...Ken's guitar rocks massive.
I got a package from my dealer in Kuala Lumper XD I got Luna Sea's 1st CD and Hyde's solo one. Finally. It's all prettiful. Lookie Hyde with his big guitar. Aww. ^_^ Anyway yeah I'm quiet pleased with that. WOOT!
OH MY...Mari!! *falls on hands and knees* please please please could you scan the Sugi pics in your mag?? It's Shinya btw. He's collabrating with Sugi for his 3rd single. Anyway *back to pleading* Gah it's Sugi!! PLEASE scan them for me if you have a scanner. I will be eternally in your debt. The Nightmare pics too. Totchi too if you can. But more importantly the Sugi ones. *pleads* If you don't have a scanner then that's a diff story all together. ^^;;
Aww Kara I love you! *smooshie* Bad luck is a phase. It'll go away soon I promise. Gah...well I hope you have fun at the beach anyway! ^^ I'll be here waitin for you!...in the cold. God I hate snow.
LOL Canis don't worry I've been driving for...a couple of years now and I STILL can't parallel park. It's one of those big monumental tasks for me. Parking sucks anyway. Everywhere should be vall..that thing where other people park your car. I so can't spell.
Hey Abby!! ^^ No hun we didn't find a new Jia yet. Why you applying? Tee hee
Wow...I capped the hell out of that crotch shot. ^^;; which is funny because it's only like 2 seconds long. Blink and you miss it. I don't think I blinked through that whole part of the video that Sugi was in. *cough* I need a hobby that doesn't include Sugi or ebay or Sugi and Ebay. Those seem to go hand in hand. Expensive little habit I aquired for myself here. Doot doot.
OH and before I go...I finally darkened that picture I did like 2 days ago. I managed to make it look all pretty at 2AM. See what happens when you don't sleep? I almost started another one but my mom woke up and I was paranoid she was gonna bust me being up at 2AM when I had class the next day.
http://www.geocities.com/chinadoll_893/Kotei_hairside_Fate.jpg
All his hair is to the side which is why it looks weird and kinda lifted up. I like it though ^_^
Okay I'm done. I must finish uploading my caps and then update my page all while I start to write. HOORAH for multi tasking! It's a gift.
This just in. The cause for SARS is.....cockroaches. Oh yeah people. It was just on the news. Cockroaches transmit SARS. My mom just told me so don't ask me for details. But it was just discovered. EW. Roaches are nasty.
Reaching Into You @ 11:50 p.m. on Monday, April 7, 2003
Didnt think I would but I did. WOOT!
Survey snatched from Sooji unnie.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
THREE THINGS I HATE:
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
HTML hurts my head. -_-
Reaching Into You @ 04:20 p.m. on Monday, April 7, 2003
Anyway last night I almost didn't get my chap done since I ended talking to The Playboy and to Wrath XD Kick ass The Trio was in the same room together. For anyone reading Paradox whatever you read there, is exactly what happens when we're together. XD It's some good fuckin times. Many out takes however. Aoki tasted onions while eating an orange that just left Akio and me goin o.O;;; what? Then the whole cheese thing...and how Akio ran out past midnight to get money so she can send it for the domain FINALLY! YAY! ^_^ And it was jus some good times. Miya dropped in for the convo too...ah...Miya how I had missed her. Tee hee. Misschiiiiefff...XD Never put the Trio in the same room together man. All we could talk about was how hungry we were and how we wanted to get laid. Oh yeah...nice. XD
Man my mom bought me a bag of Milano's and I ATE THEM ALL yesterday. I was so vexed with myself. Fucking moo cow. But it's okay because I still have cookies and pocky and candy! EEE! But I have no ice cream -_- BOO!! My dad ate my last one last night and I was so vexed. He ate my ice cream!! NOooOooO! *sobs* I was THISCLOSE to having everything I craved. Food wise. And my dad ATE my ice cream! It was MY ICE CREAM! MINE!! -_- well anyway...I shouldn't be eating ice cream now since it SNOWED. Yes SNOWED in April which sucks like wallstreet stock! BAH I HATE SNOW! I'm so fuking tired of it! I was all getting ready to break out all the cute stuff to wear and it SNOWS. What kind of BULLSHIT is that!? POX ON SNOW POX ON IT A LOT.
Ooo Cori got a new layout. ^^ How nifty.
Anyway...I'm gonna go contemplate my layout some more. See if I can't get some help. *blinks* Damn html makes my head hurt.
Reaching Into You @ 02:02 a.m. on Monday, April 7, 2003
Night...
Reaching Into You @ 09:06 p.m. on Sunday, April 6, 2003
Ugh I swear on the weekend my mom tests my nerves. Since I'm in my room all day when I'm home she keeps stopping in or calling me, yes CALLING me to go to her room to talk to me over nothing. She's been doing this for sometime now. It's getting really REALLY annoying. Also since she and my dad aren't talking but me and my dad sorta are, everytime me and my dad make stupid minor conversation about like what's on TV or what movie is good the minute I see her, she jumps all over me and asks what he said. I'm like -_- Yo stop asking me. If he was being a dick I'd say so but he's not even bothering me so why must you?? It's really annoying because a little while ago, she was in the kitchen and I see her from the corner of my eye, waving her arms like a maniac from the kitchen trying to get my attention. I just ignored her because I knew she would just wanna say something really retarted. I'm like gah leave me alone. She only goes psycho when my dad is home. Otherwise, all week she leaves me alone. It's kinda why I'm hesistant to get up from my chair and walk past her room because she'll call me over to say something stupid. I just wanna scream at this point. And I also wish I wasn't home or she was sleeping. Gah.
Anyway aside from all that Ariel has a new layout which I think is hotness. ^_^ and Pura is back! YAY!! Yesh make a Nightmare listing. I lust Sakito <3 weee!
Well because Akio said so I scanned one ofthe pics. The other one was too light so I have to re-pencil it and scan it again later. ^^V but here's one.
http://www.geocities.com/chinadoll_893/Yuukitwins2_Paradox.jpg
Tada, the Yuuki twins. Yashuhiro and Toshihiro. Growl XD. I drew the first version a while ago but this one is much better. Toshihiro sorta does have Toki/Sozaburo's hair style/color, but it's to counter Yashuhiro's hair. I like the way this pic came out. It took a while to draw it though. But I like it. ^_^
OOo...YAY Kara got my letter DOOT! I love you too Kara! *smooshie*
Spider...ur silly. Winter sucks though you're right. It needs to go away.
Okay that's all for now. I'm off to write for the night. *stretch* Aoki is on so my slave driver might cut me. Growl.
*edited at 10.40PM*
Reaching Into You @ 01:59 a.m. on Sunday, April 6, 2003
Don't forget to turn your clocks forward. It is now 3AM
People who write text over good pictures suck like wallstreet. Up and down.
People who give you solutions to problems but do nothing to assist you also suck like wallstreet.
People who love to spout advice but don't know how to take it also suck.
People who blow up problems into great big Greek tragedies should be smacked senseless and told the world does not revolve around them. Nor will it ever. And it's just a small problem, not World War 3.
If it's a private matter, it should stay private.
Sympanthy junkies should be neglected forever and ever unless something happens. And even then, a mere pat on the back should be all they get because they suck the most.
You earn compassion and love, it's not on tap with some people.
Not everything can be talked out. Something deserve a good bout of violence and name calling. But people don't often know what does deserve the bout of violence and what doesn't. I'm here to offer a simple solution. If you have honostly done everything in your power to talk it out, gone through ever option, made reason and seen every point of view there is and there's still a problem...that's when the bout of violence comes in.
Daylight savings suck. Stupid fucking farmers.
Aiji from Pierrot is hot. I don't know where that came from.
I get so preachy in the morning hours known as wee. I think I need rest. My back hurts. I also want a cookie.
Reaching Into You @ 08:50 p.m. on Saturday, April 5, 2003
Bah boring suck ass day. My aunt called and disturbed my sleep and I was uber vexed. I ended up getting up, showered and then watched TV all day. I started to draw but I didn't scan or upload it yet. I will though. Bah.
I'm bored. I have to start writing though.
Rice I'm glad you're okay. ^_^. MSN....? Why MSN? AOL kills me too but...*shrugs* can do nothing about it now..
No Spider Jo is not wearing a skirt ^^;;; Just really big loose jeans. I think he's the only yakuza that wear loose pants...everyone else believes in low rise. XD XD Especially Aya. Growl.
Annnd...yeah I'm gonna write. I don't have anything to blog about.
Reaching Into You @ 10:59 p.m. on Friday, April 4, 2003
There's nothing like a threat of bodily harm that will get you moving real quick to write.
Gah *stretch* Well aside from writing all day, I retouched my Jo pic. I finally decided to color it in so I grabbed my pencils and markers and got to work. *sigh*
http://www.geocities.com/chinadoll_893/Joryu_colored_36Moons.jpg
Tada....Jo in color. Yeah his hair is that bright. I always did say it was a blood red. XD I HATE coloring. That was such a bitch to do. -_-;;
Anyway, in the course of all this, I decided to play around with an idea of making my next layout on my own. If it's anything close to a success, I may jus continue doing my own. *crosses fingers* I've established the first part and got an idea of who I want my cover boy to be and it shall be K. Usually, the objects of my lust get placed in the spotlight since I have a nice short attention span. However, I was STUCK on which picture to use. And I still am. I thought I had one which I discussed earlier with Cori and Tai but now...it seems I'm back to square one. Maybe someone can help. All these pics come from Verlorene Seelen so all credit to them.
http://food-nouveau.net/verloreneseelen/six_pretty/September/k1.jpg
http://food-nouveau.net/verloreneseelen/tokyo_sitter/pics1/baroque4.jpg
http://food-nouveau.net/verloreneseelen/pictures/baroque5.jpg
I also considered using someone else besides K being Sugi and Totchi. Although a change from both would be nice huh? XD XD I usually have them up. Anyway I have a couple of ideas for songs I wanna use and pictures. I need help. The only thing I'm DEAD SET ON that no one can make me change my mind on it making it red and black. That's it.
Pox on everything. Bah I hate not being able to make a choice. Anyway, whatelse...um um um...I love Kara XD XD LOL okay aside from that...um....*blinks*
It'll come back. I need to join 3 more fanlistings. I will get on that soon. For now I'm going to HTML another chap.
Thanks to the Great Chu Man who told me how to spell Inuyasha's sessi brother's name. XD
Reaching Into You @ 03:51 p.m. on Friday, April 4, 2003
I woke up at 9.10 and set my alarm for 10 minutes. Boy did I pay for that later. So as I was about to fall back asleep, my mom called and told me it was really cold and to wear a thicker coat. I nodded, said I would and went back to sleep. I saw my cell phone before I dozed off and saw I missed a call. It was Emanuel so I called him back he didn't have work so I just got up and showered, dressed and went to pick him. On my way to school, I saw massive traffic!!! I was stuck at an intersection for a highway since the straight road so I could get to school was closed. I was so vexed!! I was stuck in traffic for like 10-20 minutes. I was already beyond late. I finally got on the highway, made a U-turn and got back on the road I was suppost to and made it to class, now missing over an hour. I was so late it was completely pointless for me to go. So I took Emanuel and we went to the MAD (Marketing And Design) department...I finally mentioned what MAD stood for...Auwon asked the other day ^^;; my bad!.. Anyway we went there and found Nikki. We waited till my class was over and I went in and got some sheets about the assignment I missed and then we went to the mall. It was uber fun. Emanuel bought me Peach Girl volumes 5 and 6 since there's a NEW part to the series I'm totally behind on ;.; DAMNIT! Anyway so I'm like GROWL and he buys them for me and we also ate. I felt kinda bad for Nikki who didn't have any money but it's not like I was rolling in it that I could spot her lunch or anything...and Emanuel only pays for me cuz he loves me ^_^ So I did feel bad, I tried not to mention it though and I didn't eat that much. I didn't even buy that much for myself so yeah. Anyway we walked around, did a lot of looking and Emanuel cracked on Nikki for saying Import.
That was pretty much my day. It was fun, I got to see Emanuel and I got more graphic novels. Aoki also called me, trying to gloat, saying Aoki's not old since waaay in the beginning of 36 Moons Jia estimated that Aoki was about 25 though God knows that was jus an estimated guess and he was completly off. Just for the record, Aoki was in his mid 30's. Think 34,35,36. Yeah...Aoki is OLD. But sessi. It's the Tachimine genes. Jo will look the same age when he's close to 50. XD
Rice love you seem so upset. =( I dunno why but i jus wanna hug you now. If you need someone to vent me by all means, feel free to IM me whenever you want okay?
And now I'm off. Must put away laundry before my mom flips out and realizes I didn't pay my tution today like I was suppost to. Doot.
Reaching Into You @ 09:25 p.m. on Thursday, April 3, 2003
DOOT! Okay...I was gonna say something else and I totally forgot. Well that sucks. I had a nice little mini blog all ready to go and I forgot. OH WAIT NO I got it.
Okay I spent a lot of today getting more Baroque and Kagrra songs. Unfortunatly, I can't find more Baroque songs on Winmx and I KNOW they have more then 12 -_-;;; I only have the following:
Anyway aside from that...my back hurts and I believe I want more ice cream. Let us continue in being gluttonous. -_-;; Gah I hate eating. EVIIIL EVIL I SAY.
Pox...I have nothing else to ramble on. Okay I'm done. I finished early again so I will draw. Hopefully something. >.<
Reaching Into You @ 04:42 p.m. on Thursday, April 3, 2003
^_____^ Kara's blog finally reopened *though I've been visiting for weeks cuz I'm special like that XD XD* and I can finally link her back. She made me a fansign after I gave her one and WOOOO SESSINESS!!! ^_____^ *smooshies Kara* I love Kara. <3<3<3 I remember once I said to someone that people can get tired of hearing about how great someone is...and I think I do that. LOL Sorry I praise Kara to the sky. She is my mentor after all and she's GREAT and WONDERFUL. <3 <3 ^___^ Okay I'm done...for now.
LOL Okay today I had Philosphy in which I was sorta comatose through. Afterwards I found out Nikki was waiting for me in the lobby of my building and I was like yay ^^ She told me she told Changa how she liked him. And I was like wow you actually told him. She's been saying she will for days but to no avail. Anyway today she did it but everything is cool. I also saw my friend Jean before I went to class but that's irrevalent. ^^;; Anyway we go to the MAD department and wait for Changa and I go run inside and find Ryan to bum a cigarette off him because I just wanted one so badly. He said to wait for him but after a while I was like I need to smoke. So we went outside where we remained for the next 1/2 hour. Nikki, Changa, Ryan and I sat outside, in the beautiful day, smoking, talking then more people joined us and it was fun. I wanted to leave at 2.30 but when 3 rolled around, I was still there. I ended up leaving with Changa later around 3.30. On our way out, Changa points out some cute looking guy in black pants and a gray shirt, he had black hair and he was looking kinda cute. I was like ooo...wait. -_- On better inspection I found out it was DANIEL. *falls over* Anyway I talk to him for a moment and he was telling me how he needs help with his English paper and I said I would do it for him if he paid me. He was like how much? I'm like dude I'm not askin for much 20$ is fine. He's like I'll give you 30$ for an A. I'm like shit make it 40$ and it's an A. He agreed so he might contact me later for help. Doot. I think I just made an easy 40$ however, I'm so lazy I might jus get Emanuel to do it for me and I STILL get paid. Doot doot. Now that's laziness for you. ^_^ I was mad I almost checked out Daniel though *smacks forehead* but it was nice talking to him at least. He doesn't have that effect on me anymore where I just wanna cause him bodily harm...now it's like whatever. He's there. LOL I then went home, talking to Jun about the whole thing and how I checked him out. Ew. LOL
I also got another nose bleed today. I'm okay with it because it hasn't been consistant so I'm not too worried. Just a small little random one. *whew* No worries.
Social blog time:
Ooooo Tai got her a new layout. Awww how cuuuute!! ^_^ I like that pic. It's uber sessi. K however has my full and undivided attention...among Baroque.
WAI!! You didn't tell me that you stayed home because of asthma!! AHH! Are you okay now?? You poor thing! *gives you Die shaped cookies and hugs you* At least you got to stay home and do nothing hehehehe. ^_^v
Eeeeeee Canis linked me back ^___^ How esciting. I always loved your layouts. You do lovely work. LOL Why were you shy? Thas terribly cute. ^____^ But yay I'll link you back now that I can ^^
Okay and wrapping this I have to say I got my soul back. I saw the cover to Fool's Mate for...what this month? With Diru on the cover and they're makin all kinds of foolish faces...>.> I promptly sntached my soul back up from Totchi, remembering what a dork he could be. So yeah I have my soul back! YAY!
Aww Rice I heard Canada has sucky TV programing. But what I thought Cartoon Netowrk reached there o.O or..no? Okay I'm confused *scratches head* Man Sess...however you spell the rest of his name is hot though. XD XD he disrobed in last night's episode and I was like o.o XD XD XD Damn...he needs to strip some MORE!! XD Yeah man I'm a perv. *rolls around*
Okay now I'm off to write before Aoki gets on me again. Gah. I have my slave driver back. X.x
Did pitas eat the side of my blog again?...O.o;;;
Reaching Into You @ 10:08 p.m. on Tuesday, April 1, 2003
You can all thank Aoki-chu who is all caught up and is now my personal slave driver. Again. -_-;;; Ahh Twin-Chu is lucky I love her.
She called me a million times today I felt so loveeeed ^_^ wee! I love feeling loved.
I also spent a lot of time talking to Kara ^_^ Wee I heart Kara! She also let me know something else today and I was like man now I feel MORE loved! ^_^ *rolls around*
Today was love me day =D *rolls around*
Plus I got to talk to Tai and Cori yaay! Finally I missed them lots. ^_^
ooooo Mari got a new layout too. I love Saiyuki....SANZO XD XD
Upon looking at my new full body of Tai, I decided I don't like it. I might have to do it over again. I need practice drawing bulk. Damnit.
I'm loved Aoki called. I'm gonna talk to Chu-man.
Reaching Into You @ 03:25 p.m. on Tuesday, April 1, 2003
OKAY...my bad. I wanted to blog earlier last night but Sunnie got on after like a kajillion years and decided to talk to me forever and a day. He was stressing again because Mikey was home for once but was doing homework. Poor thing was suffering from blue balls...again -_-;; I swear that's one of Sunnie's common illnesses. Fuck a cold, blue balls is all him. Anyway, I did finish a chap once Sunnie left to go to bed with his wifey, but I ran out of time to html and upload it, much less blog to post it up so I couldn't put it up. >.< My bad. Sorry Spider ^^;;
Okay so I went to math today. I got up at 9AM!! Then promptly set my phone for 10 more minutes and went back to sleep. Then I woke up at 9.10AM! I got up and picked my clothes out and then set everything on my chair...and then promptly set my cell phone for 10 more minutes and went back to sleep. Then I woke up at 9.20AM! And I went to shower this time. ^^;; By the time I was dressed and ready to go, it was 10 to 10 and I hightailed it out of there and hit the highway *as is becoming a custom now* and got to school. I got to campus around 10.20 and strolled across the entire campus as if I had no place to be. Doot. I got to class about 10.30, sat down and promptly fell in a coma. I tried to pay attention but then my evil contact started trouble with me and I was forced to do battle with it. I rose victorious MWHAHHAHA. *hands on hip stands proud* Anyway after class, I left and went to my OTHER school and had my scheduale (still can't spell that) fixed. That took about 1/2 an hour and then I went home and started to draw another full body as I watched The Fifth Element on TV =D WOOT. And that was my day. Thrilling yesh? Okay now for some social blogging.
Aoki-chu yesh, your son is more fun in this series. He's grown up what you want? He's almost in his mid 20's *gasp* And yeah the guy tailing Mikkie is Yusuke's character. LOL Fun I know. XD XD You're a jerk! YOUR ALSO OLD!! GRAMPY CHU MAN!!! XD *runs like hell*
OoOoo new layout I see. Temp though? I like it. Simple but not overwhelmingly boring. *scratches head* did that make sense? I hope so. Okay...yeah.
ARRRGG PURA!!! Hiatus again??? GEEBUZ. Okay...well come back soon!! Oh and hm...how to get the Kagrra songs. Well you know my SN, jus IM me anytime. We'll figure it out. If anything you can jus email them to me. ^_^ *smooshie*
No Spider Totchi still has my soul. I only remembered to comment. And okay as long as I'm here, I read the 3rd chap. Aside from it being PAINFULLY short, Inamie is so cute sometimes ^_^
ARG!! bad drivers suck!!! I forgot to tell you about my little mishap! I was driving *let's hope so otherwise this story wouldn't make sense* and I was on my way to a light. On my right is this big mini mall thing where this big stupid, cow like van comes out of. It's going like 2 mph and I'm going like 35-40ish cuz I have to slow down soon. So this big lumbering van starts going straight across the lanes, blocking the one lane I have to get into to go straight so I'm like idiot and I go around it because it suddenly stopped. As I'm going around it, it starts MOVING again I'm like FUCKER!!! So I stop my car, roll down my windows and start bitching at the moron driving, flipping him off gracefully at the end and move on. Stupid people should not be allowed to drive. I hate old people driving that insist on doing 20 everywhere they go -_- This fucker in a SUV started riding me today so I glared at him mad hard in my mirror and he backed away for like 2 seconds until the next light. At the light, I turned and flipped him off and turned back. Then I started screaming (with my windows down) STOP FUCKIN RIDING ME YOU DICK!! Wow lookie I have road rage too. Tee hee. It's why people like us should not allowed to be armed.
Goth huh? we've discussed my style. Most people would consider it goth since it's all black and I have a spiked collar and what not. But it's not. I dress normally for the most part...I hate labels like "goth, preppy, trendy" and all that shit. It's retarted.
Kiwi teawi rocks massive.
I'm also pissed off that Cartoon Netowrk moved Lupin the 3rd off completely!! BOOO! But I'm not too pissed because now I get to watch Inuyasha with his sessi ass bro XD XD I HEART SESSHMOURU (I killed his name prolly. Not surprising)
Okay that's all for now. Hope everyone saw my nifty new Yakuza blog layout. ^_^ *shameless plug. mwhahaha*
Reaching Into You @ 06:45 p.m. on Monday, March 31, 2003
Anyway I had philosphy today and I was all late so Nikki thought I didn't show up. Whoopsie. So near the end of class, I saw her walk pass and she waited for a moment. Then I went to the MAD department with her and chilled for a second. I got real bored real fast so I left after wishing Ryan a happy birthday. I went home and here I am. Gee what an esciting day.
I sat down and started working on the yakuza layout which I was doing from 3 till now which is now 7 and I finally got it done. But like I said, there's that small problem. Aw pox. -_- Well on the upside, I updated lots of stuff on it and made a new button and...yeah. I should do Jo's page like Xiaomei made for all the other yakuza. Problem is, I don't remember where I stuck Jo's profile like the rest of theirs. >.>;;; Fuck. I'll have to rewrite it. *shrugs* Oh well. Anyway...I should write. I'm waaaay behind. I should have started once I got on but the layout called.
Fuck I hate being all confused. Makes me mad. -_- *sulks*
Reaching Into You @ 11:01 p.m. on Sunday, March 30, 2003
I drew this today. I started it yesterday but I didn't get the chance to finish. Anyway I still got 9 more today so..oi. That's gonna take a minute. Hopefully I'll be able to make them better then the last time. Everyone gets a second remake except Jia who gets a 3rd one. *rolls around* I should do another one but I'm pressed for time. Boo.
Damnit no one wants me to have Cherry King well pox on that. Pox on that a lot. I want more Baroque songs. Hey can someone name me some really good Kagrra songs? I'm jus d/ling them on a whim here. I like what I got so far though =D I got Hyakki Yakou, Shiroi Mashu and Yousai
Okay before I wrap this up, can someone PLEASE explain smeared lipstick to me? I like it, but I don't get it. I think about it because I saw some pics of Kaoru where his lipstick was smeared and I liked it, but I don't get it. What's the point of having smeared lipstick on your face? I like it...but I don't get it. Someone, educate me please.
Reaching Into You @ 09:11 p.m. on Sunday, March 30, 2003
AHHHHHHH *falls over dead* I just got one of the best Sugi pics. EVER. Well....aside from those nekked ones of him.
*.* Ahhh..look at that ASS. That round, perfect, tight ASS!! *drools and oogles* Mmmmmmm....*smooshies Cori* THANK YOU HUN!!!!!! She also gave me a bunch of Pierrot and Takeo pics *my ningyo eee* that are all saved up *pets Takeo* But that Sugi one I must pay worship to my sex god properly. EeeEE....*big sigh*
Damn I finished writing a little early today. Gah..what a surprise. I usually never finish early. Damn pitas keeps eating the side of my blog -_-;; I think it's time for a new layout. I'm thinking Hisoka since his eyes destroy. Ooo or maybe Sakito from Nightmare, the lovely little toy I now want to lick. Maybe another pic of the soul stealing siren Toshiya. Maybe the sex god himself Sugi...or maybe my newest toy K...*sigh* I can't pick. What do you guys think?
I also joined 3 more fanlistings. Baroque, Kagrra and X-Japan so YAY!! More fanlistings for me. ^_^ I am a fanlistings junkie. Is all good though XD XD
Whatelse...hm hm....oh yeah...I need a tie. I need a red and blue tie. >.> Damnit I wanna rock Sakito's outfit but I need tie for it. Pox on that.
^_____^ Cori is the cutest thing ever.
Cori: I wanna pet Jun's kitty
LOL Ah...I love you Cori *smooshie* that was the cutest thing ever.
OKAY RIGHT now that I remember, Spider's fic, Bloodlines is pretty good. I liked the cute sceen between Inamie and Haku. Awww...Inamie is adorable when he's not trying to be Mr. I'm-cold-and-serious-all-the-damn-time ^_^ It's cute watching him interact with Haku. I wanna know moooore. Write more woman. Don't make me hurt you. I'm sorry I don't know why I made Kurid a jerk...it wasn't suppost to be like that o.O I think it sorta happened...^^;;
And now I will draw. I started work on re drawing all the 36 Moons full body again. The 1st ones were all old >.< these will be better =D LOL
Weeeeee went on a Baroque d/ling spree!!! I love them. New fav band!! *runs in circles*
Ugh too hyper...*settles down to draw*
Reaching Into You @ 02:58 p.m. on Monday, March 31, 2003
That's a single line from Ghost in my Room...now someone remind me why I stopped listening to this song? I haven't heard it in forever and I usually skip over it on my winamp. I cleaned out my MP3 folder today, tossing all the music I don't listen to or haven't listened to in forever and also just dumping all the songs I don't like anymore. I was going through the long L'arc list and I came across this song and something told me not to delete it. So I didn't and I just listened to it again...XD I love this song. I'm glad I didn't delete it. That and Good Morning hide with Hyde and his non-sense making English. I didn't even know this song was in English till I got the lyrics. But I like this song. It's sad too. It's all dedicated to hide. Aww...Hyde's so sweet. He needs to not be married to that foogly heffier of his wife.
Anyway I went to fix my fincial aid shit. BOO BOOO!!! And then to try and fix my scheduale (still can't spell that). BAH...I have to come back on Weds. Pox on it. -_-
Anyway I must go on my Baroque d/ling spree since I discovered my second husband. *picks up K* I miss Tai and Cori. ;.; I wanted to rant with them about my new discovery. Pox on that.
Yesh obessive love song. #1 Crush by Garbage is like that too. I like obessive love songs. I dunno why...I just do. I'm weird like that I guess o.O;; But glad to see I wasn't the only one confused! YAY LOL. Snow?? I can't believe it SNOWED there. It's a tad cold here...blasted weather. Make up your mind!!!!
And...that's all for now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOSHIYA! Ha got it right this time. I remember why I thought it was the 25th. Prolly cuz last year he turned 25. Dur I got myself confused. *smacks forehead* this time I'm right! YAY! And it's Ryan's bday 2morrow. ^_^ I'm all on time with bdays. *woot* Anyway back to Toshiya, yesh the little sessi, soul stealing, seductive, hypnotic, bass player of Dir en grey is 26 today. (Or yesterday since techincally it was the 31 yesterday in Japan) Anyway hope he had a good one. ^_^v
Almond pocky is the best. I just ate another packet today. It tastes like coffee but it's so fucking good. *.* Crunchy. Growl. Okay I'm off to d/l Baroque. K!! *rolls around*
Reaching Into You @ 12:43 a.m. on Monday, March 31, 2003
Yeah sorry I couldn't blog earlier, my mind was all over the place. Anyway I wrote, finally. And yeah now I'm chillen again.
Thanks to Ariel I discovered Baroque. I mean I've been knowing about them, but no one really told me if they were good or not. I mean Nikki did but I don't take her word, music wise, for shit. I mean she likes pop and some pop band called The Pillows. >.> That makes me wary. Anyway, so Ariel told me they were good and sent me my 1st MP3s of them EEE!!! I also have a crush on K. Or Kei. I call him K. Ahhh he's younger then me tooo!!! He'll be 19 in August. AH I MUST HAVE HIM!!! I MUST!!! Gah he's so fucking adorable. I jus wanna hug him and hold him. He's so bloody adorable. Anyway. I must get more MP3s tomorrow...for now, my time is very limited.
I updated my fansigns page too. I got one from Nikki this time. Also I finally got in contact with my boy Steve and I asked him if he was working the other day because when I went to see him, some bitch said he wasn't working and wouldn't let me check and so I asked Steve himself an he was. WHAT A BITCH! Don't let me find that fuckin heffier next time I go!!! I'll punch her in her fucking face. What a fuckin heffier.
ANYWAY...ooo got 3 more fanlistings. Will join those tomorrow. Bah I'm up really late when I should be in bed watching TV and comdey shows. I don't have class 2morrow. YAY! So...yeah I won't get up till like 2 so...yeah. I have to take care of my scheduale (still can't spell that) and my fincial aid shit. GAH WHAT ANNOYING THINGS. -_-;;
Okay my feet have been cold all day. That would prolly be because I'm not wearing socks. ^^;; no matter. Anyway, I jus thought of something. That kid who I blogged about that killed the 3yr old and who Mari posted up an article about, I just thought of something. He's another Mary Bell. Mary Bell, for those that don't know, was a 10 yr old little girl that killed 2 3 yr old boys. One by strangulation. She then carved her initals in his stomach with a razor. Anyway, that just made me remember that. We have another Mary Bell.
*yawn* I'm gonna watch TV. 2morrow after I get home I will d/l more Baroque and Kagrra songs. XD XD YAY! I need a video...I heart K. Damn he's so cute.
Reaching Into You @ 08:50 p.m. on Sunday, March 30, 2003
I did nothing all day I just slept till about 2 or so and then I showered and FINALLY washed my dirty hair. Ew. Anyway, then I continued doing nothing. I did pick up my room a little though so now it's neat. I started a drawing but I didn't get to finish. I wanted to stay up late last night but my dad came home drunk and started poppin shit so I left and went to my room. I missed South Park because I was so bored and tired =p
I'm about to finish writing. Well Imma finish cuz I couldn't last night. *yawn*
Oo...I got more fansigns. Weee Pura, I hope my side comes back. Damn pitas -_-;; *smooshie*
Now I'm off to write.
Reaching Into You @ 07:16 p.m. on Saturday, March 29, 2003
I watched it once I got home, dying as I heard Watari had a nice English accent. XD I watched it in English since I'm not particual to subtitles. I'm one of those fans that doesn't HAVE TO HAVE IT in Japanese or one of those that HAS TO HAVE IT in English. I like it either way. But if I have a choice, I'll opt for English. Unless the voices are horribly unbareable. But the dubbed version was not to bad. I loved Hisoka's voice. He sounded just right. Tsuzuki too. I liked him too he's so cute. Anyway Hisoka devastated me. Duh I already knew his story due to many, many light night searches of his pictures and reading through looooonnnggg synopsis and eventually, translated copies of the manga, but watching it was so heart breaking. Especially how he died. Though in the manga it was more graphic. Muraki makes my head hurt. His eye is kick ass though. He had me confused because when Tsuzuki saw him in the church he was crying and I was like o.O;;; okay that was unexpected as all hell. I still was devastated for Hisoka. And I LOVED to watch him blush ^_^ I wanna pick him up and run away with him. XD XD Gah I still don't understand why anyone can hate him. I feel so sorry for him ;.; he's so misunderstood. *picks up Hisoka and hugs him* That and he's just the perfect uke. XD
Anyway, after Yami no Matsuei I watched a movie, then cartoons and then I just got bored enough to come online so I could blog and listen to my music as I sit here. It's raining outside so it's very relaxing. *sigh* Makes me sleepy though *yawn*
Eee new layouts time! Cori's new one is Shinya! It's very pretty though Shinya bugs me sometimes. He needs pants. Good ones I mean. And I hate his red coat. *blinks* Now I'm rambling, back to the main important thing, Cori's layout is CUTE!!!! ^_^ Sooji unnie also has a new layout. Ooo...ahh it's very pretty in that whole photography way. I like it a lot. Especially the colors.
Rice opened up her Gloomy the Bear fanlisting. GO JOIN! Hey love, you wanna be affilates? Is okay that you didn't join mine cuz it's jus Totchi. I like Gloomy, he's cute so I'll join your's ^.~* But yeah affilates...let me know kay?
Maybe it's just me that sees Perfect Drug in that way. In a way, it is sorta like a love song. I mean an obessesive love song, but a love song nonetheless. But as for Fuuma by himself...not really. Unless he was like speaking it to someone. *blinks* I get what you mean by the whole personality thing though. It is kinda hard to explain...and follow. *scratches head* I read that part of your entry a couple times to see what you meant...but even now I'm not exactly sure I got it 100% but I DO get you at least 99.9% LOL.
I feel sleepy...damn rain. Stop raining!! Okay...I'm off. Must join fanlistings...gee what more of them *gasp* what a surprise! >.>;; Man not even I bought that.
Reaching Into You @ 10:51 p.m. on Friday, March 28, 2003
Random Test
I have no heart. Compassion is not something I can easily scoop out and hand to someone on a platter. I can't make my heart bleed for you. My heart beats for me and me alone because it's my heart, so therefore, beats for my soul purpose. I have no compassion and very little things bring tears to my eyes. I can't mourn for strangers or tragic events. If anything, they annoy me by constant replay and constant rementioning. I cannot feel sympathy. I can't even fake that.
A 10 yr old boy killed a 3yr old boy today in a town not too far from me. He raped him, then beat him to death. My response was "I don't like children. They are all potiental convincts." Which has never been more justly proven.
I have no heart and I am so going to hell over this. I found something else out earlier and I was talking to Nikki about it. She like very few other people I know, is a bleeding heart and can scoop out compassion/sympathy and sorrow for anyone, even perfect strangers and give it out like free ice cream. Anyway she said to say something, as an act of good faith. I scoffed and said "Good faith? I'm going to hell anyway, not like one gesture will give me a free ticket elsewhere." I am just so fucking mean it's almost chilling. I cry and feel compassion for my family, but even to the extent that I don't mourn constantly and consistantly and everytime they're mentioned I will burst into tears. It's nowhere near that. I feel sad, but I smile at my families good memories and leave it at that.
I can't feel compassion. I can't care for someone else's misfortune unless I know you. If I don't then I can't care. My hands are always frozen cold. My friend once said to me, cold hands mean warm heart. I somehow think that's so, so, SO not fitting for me. Cold hands, colder heart.
Anyway, let's move on from me being an uncaring, cold hearted bitch to better, more important things.
Thanks for the comments on my pics everyone ^^v
Abby!! That's just MEAN!!!! How can you make me a wallpaper of Totchi as he's doing "The Stare"!!! AHHHH like he doesn't already have my soul now he must mock me for it too!! AHHH!!! *falls over* Thankies though *smooshie*
Okay off to do fansigns
*edited at 11.42PM*
Pura's fansign
XD
Reaching Into You @ 04:29 p.m. on Friday, March 28, 2003
I love that song......
What my name means:
I have and will continue being sick because of my eyes and sinuses. I luckily haven't had any teeth problem but yeah I had problems with my eyes before. I do seem uncaring/unfeeling. I...sometimes am ^^;; The rest of that seems pretty right on. o.O funky.
Okay so I was like 20 minutes late to my math class. Just as I got to the door, I thought why am I even bothering to go? But I went in before I could talk myself out of going. So I sat there, bored and I started texting Gio. Tee hee. He texted me back so I did that for a good 20 minutes. After class, I went to find Nikki and we went to the comp lab where I did that survey before and Changa was there so we hung out. We convinced him to not go to his class so he could lolligag with us and he didnt tee hee. We were gonna play pool for free downstairs, but it was closed so we decided to head to the mall so we could play some arcade games.
I drove tee hee. And I educated Changa on hide, Luna Sea and Dir en grey. He laughed at Pink Killer's ending when Kyo all wilded out and then took that last calm breath. I laugh when I hear it too. Anyway he liked Feel a lot and Pink Spider so YAY. We got to the mall where high school boys where playing in some band. XD XD XD HIGH SCHOOL BOYS!!! EEEE!!! Anyway, I only caught sight of like 2 cute ones and then I went on my way. I didn't find anything to buy. Oh yeah when we did get to the arcade, we tried playing that version of DDR where you have to use hand motions and none of us could figure out how to play so we were banging on the things ^^;; we eventually got mad and just started dancing to the song cuz it was good. LOL we then played Tekken 4 where I KILLED Changa MWAHAHAHHA. Nikki was too scared to play me. XD *gloats gloats gloats* Anyway then after a while I drove everyone back to campus, chilled for a minute then went home myself.
I had fun. It was good times. I want ice cream. X.x I feel like such a heffier lately. I've been eating too much ice cream and such. Bah. Anyway I won't upload all my fansigns until I have them ALL done. And then I'll post them up. But I will upload and post my other non-fansign pics. I'll link them because I don't feel like putting the image up. I think my blog takes long enough time to load without having more crap in the way. ^_^v
I haven't taken web cam pics in a while. I haven't had reason to. But oo look look my cam was being good and now all my blacks look black! Huzzah. My make up too forever to do. I'm glad no one was able to actually see me in person though, it looked messy ^^;; I did it in a rush thats why. Plus it's a PAIN IN THE ASS to wash off. -_-;;;
Okay now I REALLY REALLY REALLY think that Karum is a guy. I think maybe he's just really affeminate. It's a guy. No girl, no matter HOW under developed she is, is THAT flat. NO ONE. Even a negative A cup. Besides, you can see his Adam's apple in some pics when he's got his head back. Sessi thing he is. *pets him* Anyway he does Miyabi too. *wiggles eyebrows* More cosplaying pics *click* so yeah.
Ooo Nozomi!! *waves* Hey you! Long time no see. *smooshie*
Ah yesh...now I'm off to write. Ugh I feel full and fat -_-;
Random thought: I need a tie.
Reaching Into You @ 12:14 p.m. on Friday, March 28, 2003
FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?
HOPE
CHARITY
1. What causes do you support?
FORTITUDE
JUSTICE
TEMPERANCE
PRUDENCE
Reaching Into You @ 11:26 p.m. on Thursday, March 27, 2003
I took web cam pics today since I had my Die inspired eye make up on. But I didn't upload them yet cuz I also made fan signs and also didn't upload. Mostly because I'm not done making them. I still wanna make 3 more. One for Pura love one for sessi Rice and one for Spider XD So I'll have those done by tomorrow ^_^v
AH I jus had Snapple's new flavor, Kiwi Teawi and it's SO GOOD! EEEE!! I love Snapple. Anyway I thought this was so nifty because since it's from Austrailia, Snapple is written upside XD Since it's "from down under" hehe that was very creative. Anyway it's a good flavor. Mmm I'm glad I bought it today.
Whatelse...hm...can't think of anything else. Besides I blogged 3 times. Thas enough damnit. LOL Man I still gotta html another chap. Okay I'm done for today ^_^
Reaching Into You @ 06:21 p.m. on Thursday, March 27, 2003
Anyway I had a full day today. I got up at 7.30 but since I was so tired I rolled along maaaad slow. I took a 20 minute shower since I was like half asleep as I stood under warm water, which just made it worse. By the time I had finished getting dressed, getting my contacts in and going back to my room, I saw it was 5 minutes to 8. My class starts at 8 plus I had a final ^^;; whoopsie. So I went about my room, getting my accessories on and then my heavy eye make up and then grabbed my coat, my cell phone, sprayed some Armani on and on my way I went. Apparently I had taken more time then I meant to because when I got in my car, I saw it was 10 after 8 ^^;; Anyway by the time I got to class, I was 15 minutes late. Whoopsie. BUT my proff wasn't even there so I got to chill for a minute and did that quick blog before *points below* When he did come, I took my final and by 9 I was out the door. I went to grab my scheduale (still can't spell that) and they totally fucked me with the times so I have to go change it on Monday. Anyway, after that, I chilled outside with my friend Mike, had a cigarette and then left. I got to my other campus at 10 since I spent 1/2 an hour outside with Mike and I had to get gas for Sephiroth. When I got to my campus, I went to the MAD department where Nikki always is and surprised her. Tee hee. Then we oogled my 1st husband and then we chilled some more. At 12 we left so I could go to class and we chilled, drawing on the board a little and then I had Philosphy. Bah -_- it was boring. I did however imagine a purple cow. Don't ask. Then I went back to the MAD department and then chilled with Ryan for a while as he helped this guy with his project. Once they were on their way to some meeting, I managed to convince Ryan and Nikki to walk me to my car and I would drive them back to the campus. They agreed and they came with me and I then I dropped them off and left.
I still couldn't go home though. I went to market afterwards and bought some snapple, milk and crackers. XD Good times. Anyway once I did go home, I waited for my mom but she didn't get home till like a few minutes ago so we couldn't go for our usual walk today. I did however get 4 boxes of pocky XD XD and chicken tenders for lunch XD nifty. *dances* I love my pocky. I'm starting to get addicted. I have such an addicting personality. Anyway now I'm finally settled, eating and thinking about those 4 unopened boxes of pocky. My mom also bought me ICE CREAM!! ICE CREAM YAAAAY!!!! I was so happy. I might have some after I eat my chicken tenders. Ah...2morrow is Friday. For the next 2 weeks I get to go on break from the regular rountine and get to sleep a little more. *soft sigh* Joy and rapture.
No, not as a song for him if Fuuma was like saying it to Kamui maybe Perfect Drug would work. Or even Kamui saying it to him. But as his song, for him on his own...no. I love that song btw. XD XD
You do have some nerdy dreams love. What's up with that?? LOL
Pura it's a guy XD XD girls don't have chests that flat. No matter how underdeveloped you are. Show your cousin the pic of him in the shower XD XD
Speaking of which...anyone wanna write to him for me proposing marriage?? XD
Aw shit...I dropped a fry. One of my FREEDOM fries. Well it's free now aint it? Oh ouch, freedom fries. As lazy as people are, no one calls them French fries anymore anyway. They fries. WHY are they called French fries anyway? They didn't even orignate in France -_-;;; *smacks forehead*
And so...I conclude this blog for now while I continue gluttonizing myself and then I'm off to write. Mmm chicken...
Reaching Into You @ on
Dude did pitas just eat everything on the side of my blog?? What the fuck...
It never accured to me that cosplayer might be gay....>.>
Reaching Into You @ 09:07 p.m. on Wednesday, March 26, 2003
AHHH okay. I got a link from Nikki showing me some cosplayer. Usually to get my attention cosplaying, you gotta look similar to the one you're cosplaying AND get the costume right down to the perfect detail. That's how I get impressed. It's why I hate when some people that have no business owning spandex and/or short shorts and/or mid drifts, do and wear it in public. *shutters* Anyway, I was like eh oh well let me look cuz, even if it's a bunch of girls *as usually the case* I could at least see some cool looking costumes. Anyway I click the link and it's not a girl. It's not a guy doing a bunch of anime stuff. It's a guy. Cosplaying Totchi.
....
And the guy is hot.
I want everyone to look at my first husband XD XD I think his name is Karum. Damned if I know...or care actually XD
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/6-2-5-7488050?m=1&pg=5
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/6-1-2-7491214?m=1&pg=5
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/6-4-3-7487985?m=1&pg=5
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/6-5-2-7489099?m=1&pg=5
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/4-4-1-7491813?m=1&pg=3
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/4-5-1-7491828?m=1&pg=3
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/4-5-3-7491827?m=1&pg=3
http://photo1.starblvd.com/cgi-bin/photo/karum304/1-3-2-7487577?m=1&pg=0
Anyway, there's a ton more pics of this guy here *.* I must marry him. Damn
{{ Paying Worship To: [X-Japan] -Rusty Nail- }}
{{ Long Weekend! WOOT! }}
Today I had my 2-D class which was new and I wasn't looking forward to it. I came in right on time and class was just starting so I was happy. The class isn't so bad, the proff is funny and educated so I liked it. ^_^v During class, my chair started to shake and I was like what the...so I looked down, checked my bag and got Safer Sephiroth out seeing it was Emanuel, I turned it on but didnt really answer. I just spoke into it and was like hold on. Then I got up, left and answered properly. He didn't have work today so after class, I went to pick him up and we went to Philosophy together. He was well behaved ^_^ Unlike certain people who shall remain nameless
*coughcoughSUNNIEcoughcough* So anyway, after Philosophy, we were waiting for Changa but it took like 20 minutes for him to get ther and we were about to just leave when I saw him. I was like DOOT! So we went to the student center were they were playing Enter the Dragon And we checked with Nikki upstairs but she had a fucking meeting and didn't tell us so we left and watched the movie. When SHE was done she tried talking to me and I'm like *dismisses her* go awaay. I did this twice but I wouldn't get up to go talk to her. I didn't feel like it. Changa did though cuz he's sweet but me and Emanuel stayed watching Bruce Lee XD Afterwards, me and Emanuel left and I dropped him off home and here I am!
{{ Paying Worship To: [Utada Hikaru] -Letters- }}
{{ Whoa...Light pop }}
Part 89- No Reason
Proof that you should watch out for the likes of Jia and the China Doll. MWHAHAHHA also shows how right I am about the casinos that Xiao Tien and Toshimasa run. XD
He was workin for Jia...mwhahahah XD
....Mission Accepted.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Do as Infinity] -Deep Forest- }}
{{ *yawn* Good but tiring }}
I ditched math today I just couldn't go. I wasn't feeling the long commute up there and then go all the way back as exhausted as I was feeling so I didn't go and slept in till 12 when Nikki called me to tell me she wasn't gonna be in school which I thought was the most retarted thing in the world because we wouldn't have seen each other today anyway cuz after math I would have had to hightail it to my next class back in my town so I was like -_-;; Anyway I got up and showered and dressed and went to my art class which was fun =D
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{{ Paying Worship To: [Luna Sea] -Anubis- }}
{{ Good day again ^_^ }}
Okay today after getting to my photoshop class, I saw Gio there and planted myself right next to him. We both were really tired and were like half asleep but I managed to have fun anyway =D WOOT! Gio made me laugh a lot of the time. He's so fun. ^_^
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{{ Uh..yeah }}
Part 88- Relaxation
{{ Paying Worship To: [Glay] -Heavy Gauge- }}
{{ ADIDAF }}
Yeah. ADIDAF. All Day I Dream About Fucking. Becuase that's all I had running through my mind for the most part.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Baroque] -Cherry King- }}
{{ I met my real life Mikkie }}
And his name is Andrew.
Jun's freshman yr of college she joined KSA which is a dance team somewhere during that time she met Andrew who we dubbed as orange pants because of the orange, nylon aeropastle pants he always wore to practice Jun told me about him and he sounded great I met him once at practice and thought he was adorable but gave up all hopes after he got himself a girlfriend which ultimatly ended not too long ago and left him utterly distraught since hes such a sweet loving person lets throw in talent, sweetness, good looks and modesty just to make him all the better and I have found a reason to change.
*breathes*
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{{ Family Bonds }}
Part 87- Four More
{{ Paying Worship To: [Miyabi] -Hatachi Kinenbi -Peter Pan Syndrome-- }}
{{ Bleh }}
Okay I'm blogging quickly and shortly.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Kagrra] -Sarasouju no Kogo Uta- }}
{{ And...it's a birthday }}
It's Nikki's bday so yeah..happy birthday to her.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Kagrra] -Ayashi no Hikari- }}
{{ You suffer for Your Work }}
Part 85- UK
Part 86- London Gathering
{{ Paying Worship To: [Dir en grey] -egnirys cimredopyh+ an injection- }}
{{ Random Survey }}
(Basics)
Full Name - Lez...the rest is none of your damn business
Nickname(s) - Lez is one. Toki, Toki-sama, Toki-chu, Twin Chu
Birthdate - 5.21
Birth Location - Ghetto city in Jersey
Astrological Sign - Gemini/Taraus. I was born on the cusp
Chinese Year Sign - dog
Feng Shui Element - My hanging garden! >.>;; damned if I know
Soul Element - Earth
Personality Number - 21
Birth Colors - Uh....
Current Location - Jersey
Current School - Ugh...school...*raises the 9 up*
Current Grade - 3rd yr of college
Religion - Nonpracticing roman catholic
Languages Spoken - English, Spanish and what Jun has dubbed caveman Japanese, some broken Korean, a smidge of Italian even Latin X.x aren't I smart
Accent - What has been dubbed the "Jersey" accent. Meaning I start off loud then start slurring near the end
Shoe Size - 7
Height - 5'2
Hair color/length - Black/brown/redish/light brown and down to the middle of my back
Eye Color - dr brown w/out contacts blue gray w/
Blood Type - Its that rare one...
Pet(s) - Emanuel for now. I plan to own many more XD
Sibling(s) - NONE MWHAHHAA ENVY ME
Parents - Momma and dad.
Hobbie(s) - Reading, writing, sleeping, texting stuff, ebay...I have addicting hobbies
Fear(s) - Dying without gettin anything accomplished
Best Friend - My Yakuza, D
Boyfriend/Girlfriend - NONE. What would I do with one O.o
Plans On Career - A Published writer or a rock star XD
Bisexual/Lesbian/Gay/Straight - Straight. My male alter ego is a floater though
Sport - Breakin
Season - Spring
Movie - Interview with a Vampire
Song - Top 3: 4AM, Gravity and Vampire's Talk by Luna Sea
Band - Luna Sea, Diru, Larc, Baroque, Kagrra...this could go on for a while so I'll stop here
Singer - Utada Hikaru, Miyabi, J (female Korean J)...again this could take a while.
Lyric - "Your girl sucks cock like wallstreet stock up and down!" -Drunken Tiger XD
Cartoon - I got too many
Anime - Uh...Yami no Matsuei, Inyuasha, Cowboy Bebop, Vampire Hunter D...this is gonna get long.
Comic - None
Manga - Peach Girl, Blade of the Immortal, Mars, Vagabond, Sancutary, GTO
Smell - Curve for Men
Noise - Rain. Nature's fuck me music XD
Quote - "I wanna pet his kitty" - Cori XD
Perfume/Cologne - Armani for women Curve for men
Store - Suncoast, Bebe, Express, Barns and Nobel
Vacation Spot - NYC XD XD
City - NYC
State - NY ^^;;
Country - Japan
Ice Cream Flavor - Vanilla
Fruit - PEACH XD
Veggie - Potatoes
Meat - Steak
Type of Food - Italian and Japanese
Food - Pizza, bulgogee, cucumber rolls
Drink - Peach snapple
Candy - Skittles, Starbursts, Pocky
Class - I hate school
Holiday - Um..no?
Day of the Week - Friday
Month - May
Color - Black
Name for Girl - I will not have a girl
Name for Boy - Lestat
{{ Paying Worship To: [Anodyne] -Moments of You [Remix]- }}
{{ Rain...1st snow now rain }}
POX on this blasted weather. I can deal with rain more then I can with snow so...YAY! LOL I am a spaz.
http://www.geocities.com/chinadoll_893/Kumo.jpg
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{{ Maaan I hate snow }}
But I love this song. *rocks out*
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{{ Should but I will }}
Part 84- Done Again
- Bugs/spider/crawly things
- Dying before getting anything accomplished
- How ignorant people can be
- Jun
- the rest of The Trio
- Kara
- My Yakuza
- My imporant friends. You know who u are
- KARA <3
- Ignorance
- People who have NO RIGHT/REASON to be arrogant
- Over the top OMG!!!11 fangirls
- Females
- Ignorant people and why they think they're right
- Math and html *sobs*
- Napoleon my comp
- A empty snapple bottle
- my phone
- This survey
- Talkin to Ariel
- Listenin to Luna Sea
- Go to Japan
- Nail my list of Jrockers
- Get published
- Write porn
- sleep for hours
- Whine continuiously
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
- Math/HTML *sobs*
- Feel for people
- Eat in a healthy pattern
- Pessimistic
- Angry/bitter
- Biased
- Short
- Dressed in black
- Special yet not
- Luna Sea
- Dir en grey
- Kagrra
- J-POP UGH IT KILLS
- S.E.S UGH AGAIN it kills
- Lexy. Man she sucks like wallstreet stock
- Fuck
- Gah
- eeeeeee
- pizza
- Bulgogee
- cucumber rolls
- Japanese
- how to draw better
- HTML...*sobs*
- Peach Snapple
- Raspberry Snapple
- Kiwi Teawi
- Jem
- She-Ra
- Popples
{{ Paying Worship To: [J] -Sixteen- }}
{{ Layout Woes }}
I spent the 1st 2 hours of my comp time in Photoshop trying to beat out something worth while for my layout. My first layout I'm attempting for my own blog. So far I have done 2 and all with minor success. I screw up somewhere along the line but so far, the majority of it has been going on pretty smoothly. My 2nd layout was much better because I managed to put all the pics where they were suppost to go. Anyway I will attempt my own layout soon. I have all the pictures ready to go and I am pleased I didn't OD on brushes...I have a tendancy to do that. I love brushes what can I say. Anyway, I just need to start...looking at this properly. I need help though and I want Kara to help me. *sigh* I'm so hopeless sometimes. I swear I can't do anything without someone holding my hand. -_-;;
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{{ Lateness }}
Part 83- In a Moment
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{{ Nrrf }}
I did jack shit all day again. Only around 3.30 or so Jun called so I managed to talk to her till 5. I then showered and went back to doing crap. Doot. Ah shit I drew but I still didn't upload or scan anything. >.> I should do that and I will. But I gotta blog.
You need a slave
What kind of boy would you FUCK? (quiz for guys, with pictures)
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{{ Daylights saving and People Suck }}
Part 82- Strike without Meaning
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{{ Bah boooring }}
A -
Act your age? Sometimes. Sometimes I loose it and act 5.
B -
Best quality? I'm organized
C -
Choice of meat? Steak
D -
Dream date? Uh...nailin Sugi/Totchi/K XD
E -
Ex? Um...I have 5.
F -
Favorite food? Pizza, white rice, bulgogee, kim bap, cucumber rolls
G -
Greatest accomplishment? Living through my first semester pulling 6 classes
H -
Happiest day of your life? Not here yet
I -
Internal conflicts? I'm shallow and I know it and I do nothing about it. I'm evil, cold and I have no compassion and I still do nothing about it.
J -
Jam or Jelly? I still dunno the diff.
K -
Kool Aid? Blue berry
L -
Love? I dun believe in love.
M-
Most valued possession? All the crap in my room, my comp and my car Sephiroth *pets him*
N -
Name? Lez
O -
Outfit you love? My Miyabi-esque black dress pants, my Sugi-esque see through/lace black shirt with the ruffles in the front, my platforms, my spiked collar or my barbwire necklace
P -
Pizza toppings? Cheese
Q -
Question you want to ask? Your hotel room or mine? to Sugi/Totchi/K
R -
Radical thing you've done? Blew close to 50$ on Sugi's Can I Fly? Book. Cut school to get to NYC to see my boys, brought Sunnie to school with me...thats bad enough.
S -
Sport to watch? Breakin
T -
Television show? WIll and Grace, Inuyasha...it's all I pretty much watch on TV
U -
Unique habit? I dunno if its unique but I get ghettofied when I'm pissed
V -
Very favorite word? Fuck and vexed.
W -
Winter when you gonna make up your mind? It needs to get on the good foot an finish already -_-
X -
Xenophobic? Yeah...right back at ya
Y -
Yesterday's best meal? None exisistant
Z -
Zodiac sign? Gemini/Taraus. I'm born on the cusp
{{ Paying Worship To: [Gackt] -Noah- }}
{{ Gah..=.= }}
Part 81- The Wait
This one I like a lot, but the name of the site is across the entire pic which makes me hesistant on using it. That's a whole lot of editing and photoshopping...X.x
This is the one I considered using right off the top. I liked it because 1. It had a black bg which jus makes everything all the more simple and 2. It's K being uber cute.
Oh that's just some good times. I like this one a lot for the sheer fact that it's a nice upclose of K.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Utada Hikaru] -Hayatochi Remix- }}
{{ Mall! }}
I'm a mall rat what can I say. Okay but let me start from sorta the beginning.
Okay see, what had happened was that we were in Sam Goody and I dunno why, but she said a CD was imported and Emanuel was like that means it's from another country. LOL And I jus couldn't stop laughing. Ah....*wipes tear away* He was like you left yourself wide open for that one it was like saying please make fun of me. LOL.
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{{ More Inane Rambling }}
Part 80- Better Day
Uta
Tight
Koma
M to Tsumi Ki Asohi
Irokoi
Shagara Boogie
Amedama
Cherry King
Baby Baby
Butterfly
Anakuro Film
And I'm gonna assume there's more but I can't find them ;.; BOO!! BOO I SAY! I seem to have come across good fortune in my Kagrra d/ls, many many thanks to Pura who hooked me up the other day, but today I found a couple more. And also I made a list so I know what I'm missing and what I need. I need a discography on both bands. Pox.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Luna Sea] -Be Gone- }}
{{ More Love ^_^ }}
Before I go anywhere with this entry I wanna say
I LOVE Kara and Kara loves me!
Oh Great Chu Man who can't even charge a cell phone, I hope you're feeling better. *smooshie* and I texted you back you! I still love you even though the original 36 Moons is in my stats *points to the right where in bold it says 36 Moons* and you failed to notice it. XD XD You love me I know you dooo! Okay and "poor mature" Aoki did not almost die. Don't be overdramtic. He was wounded and Aya was there after he did work! Besides, Aya's a business head, it is sin to get his precious hands dirty. Or his precious ass on the floor as Aya would say XD that was also irrevalent. Anyway, yeah...Aya was there. And Aya isn't a big guard dog like YOU!! And you are too OLD!! XD love you ^^
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{{ Doot. Growl. Grr...Rrrrarr...*random noise* }}
Part 79- Family Lines
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{{ Finally.. }}
Part 78-Dai Kor
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{{ Whoa...my bad }}
This is the first time that I've been online for hours and didn't blog first thing. Whoopsie. ^^;; Well I have a reason. I started to do work on the Yakuza blog. Which I finally finished a few minutes ago. I'm still hammering out some kinks but the basic idea of the whole thing is done. Everyone, go ooo and ahh the new layout.
Yakuza Blog
The problem, the LAST ONE I'm having is trying to get the entries to show up though I know that you have to have that little entries here thingy in the html box, I put that there. What happened was that once I blogged the 1st time it came out okay, but when I went back to edit something, as is usually the case with me, I noticed that 1st entry was gone. Well that's just dandy. I have a new layout that I can't put entries in. *sobs* I need help. What an annoyance. But the layout came out nice right? *beams* I feel proud...aside from that little screw up.
{{ Paying Worship To: [Nightmare] -Wasurenagus~K no Souretsu- }}
{{ Last one I swear }}
http://www.geocities.com/chinadoll_893/Gabriel_fullbody_36Moons.jpg
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Part 77- Vanished
Me:..........
Me: I'm sure you do.
Cori: I bet it's soft.
Me: ^^;;;;;;;
Cori: What?
Me: *clears throat*...nothing..*smirk*
Cori: HEY!
Cori: HEY!
Cori: I meant RILL his CAT!
Me: LOL LOL
{{ Paying Worship To: [L'arc~en~ciel] -Ghost in my Room }}
{{ *dances* }}
Please touch me...please hurt me...
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{{ Husband number 2 }}
Part 76- Tears Not Shed
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{{ Boring and Random }}
Koryu
What Clamp Wish Character Are You?
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Ransho - Angel Master of Earth
Which Angel Master Are You?
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{{ Paying Worship To: [Dir en grey] -Garden- }}
{{ Out of the House }}
I went out today with my mom. See I had a dentist appointment this morning X.x but all was well, nothing wrong with my teeth *bling* And anyway, afterwords my mom decided to take us to get something to eat. We went to the recently opened Cheesecake Factory and had lunch there which was totally fucking good. I got more ice cream too XD XD Vanilla with whipped cream. *dies as Sugi struts across my mind* o.o;; Anyway, *clears throat* afterwords, we went for a walk around the mall and I FINALLY got my eyebrows done. *sobs* My poor eyebrows were all...ew...so I finally got them did. =D YAY now they all pretty and well arched again. I wanna get them thinner but not till I get my hands on more black eye make up. -_- Anyway, after that I asked my mom if we could stop in Suncoast. I was gonna try to con GTO 10 out of her but instead, she was like you want a DVD? I was like sure. XD So I went over to the wall 'o anime and started looking. I didn't know where to begin. I faintly thought about getting my next volume of GTO since I'm already 2 DVD's behind, but as I went to reach for it, Yami no Matsuei caught my eye. So did the fact that the 2nd DVD already came out. Without further hesitation, I snapped up the DVD and held it close to me after admiring Hisoka on the cover, with those eyes that destroy me. *big fangirl-like swoon* My mom said that's not part of your series. Which was funny because not 2 seconds ago I said I didn't want to start another series considering I JUST finished Cowboy Bebop and I'm still collecting GTO starting Yami no Matsuei was not the brightest of moves. But you know what...it's Hisoka. I was sold the second I saw the cover. So I got that and pranced on my way home. ^______^
{{ Paying Worship To: [Anodyne] -New- }}
{{ I Have No Heart }}
Part 75- A Curse
You are the epitome of self-obsession,
o a greater extent than even the Apathetic Narcissist. All you care about is yourself,
how good you look, and who you can push around
What anyone else thinks about anything is irrelevant, because only your opinion matters, and
and everyone is too afraid of you to argue.
What Kind of Narcissist Are You?
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Rice made me a sessi fansign XD XD I must resize and upload soon. Speaking of which, I have to make the other fansigns I'm missing. Must get dressed up now. XD I'll post them up soon.
Rice's fansign
Spider's fansign
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{{ Busy Day II }}
User Friendly
What Kind Of Program Are You? (WARN: ADULT)
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The name [my whole first name here] creates a very independent, practical, analytical nature with skillful business abilities. You desire freedom from restrictions and authority in order that you can pursue your own ambitions. Material and financial success are the focus of your interests, but sacrificing much for material ambition will result in a lack of harmony and balance in your personal life, particularly a lack of appreciation for social courtesies and things of a more inspirational nature. Since you often appear to be too unfeeling, factual, and calculating in your dealings with others, your personal happiness and fulfilment can suffer through difficulty in conveying your feminine qualities of love and affection. Health problems centre in the head affecting the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth. Also, tension could afflict the female generative organs.
Find out what your name means here
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{{ Survey }}
Snatched fromShii
Im suppost to be Roman Catholic but I'm none practicing.
2. What religion were you raised as?
Roman Catholic
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?
Human property
4. Do you believe in magic?
Nope
5. What was the last promise you broke?
Uhh....
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?
I don't pray
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?
Nope
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?
No I did not
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
A harem. And money. And published success.
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?
Nope.
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?
Nope.
6. Do you gamble?
Nope
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?
Nope.
The foundation of Me. I'm a college student damnit
2. What causes have you given time or money to?
Uh none.
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?
Uh no.
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group?
Uh hell no.
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?
No I don't
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?
Friends never had that situation
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?
Uh...not very far...
1. What are you most afraid of?
Bugs. X.x ew...
2. What did you do today that was really brave?
I drove to school half asleep.
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?
I don't have one. I root for the antagoinist
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?
Uh hell no.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?
Brains
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Yesh
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?
Leader
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? Were you chosen? Nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?
I would find some way out of it
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?
No. It doesn't do anything.
4. Should drugs and prostitution be legalised?
Sure. It's legal in Nevada and in Holland.
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?
Uh....
6. What was your favorite media circus trial?
The Jeffery Dahmer one. That was jus wild.
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
Nope.
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?
Anger and sleep
2. Do you collect anything?
Yesh. Lots of trival shit I dont need but want and can't live without.
3. Are you addicted to anything?
Uh yeah....
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?
My mom use to.
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
Someone else paying for it. Or PLASTIC
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do:
I dunno where to begin.
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?
Yesh. I obsess a lot.
1. Who is the wisest person you know?
Uh....
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?
Nope.
3. Do you take advice when it's given?
Depends on whos giving it and if it's good.
4. In what area are you wisest?
J-rock.
5. Do you drive defensively?
Yesh.
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage?
Naaah...
7. What did you learn today?
That Gio is stinky LOL
{{ Paying Worship To: [Miyabi] -Ashita, Tenki ni Nare- }}
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Part 74- Suspicion
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{{ Busy day X.x }}
Okay I think pitas is either retarted all together or maybe it's just me. It ate the right side of my blog earlier...I think it's back though X.x
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{{ Hmm... }}
Okay Im waiting for my proff to get here and as do, I'm wondering faintly, why Sunnie is such a fool. Sunnie, of course...Ka...Karum? *shrugs* The cutie cosplayer is prettier then you. You know why? Cuz he wears make up. You don't. He also has more curves. You don't. You're too masculine to be pretty. Why do you wanna be pretty anyway? You're hot. Leave it at that.
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{{ Husband number 1 }}
Part 73- Together
Cosplaying the Totchi shower pic*oogles* oh yeah...very nice...
o.o nice gams...Mmm....must touch...
EE so pretty!! I love the actual Totchi pic of that too. That looks SO SO exact.
I heart boys in make up.
Cosplaying Totchi from Taiyo no Aoi Gah even his hands and nails are pretty *.*
Gah...so pretty And I still heart boys in make up.
Awww Sadly, unlike the real Totchi, this guy has no ass.
So pretty...
